Thursday, April 14, 2011

All alone!:'( *sniff*

Alone--the feeling that no one cares. The feeling that you're the only person in the world. Feeling like no matter what you go through, what you say, what happens, you'll be all alone, with no one to care about you.

No matter the good, you won't be recognized, and even if it's bad, you won't be reprimanded. You'll be, to put it matter-of-factly, invisible. Even if you cry out, it's like no one hears you. When you speak, it's as if the people around you are deaf to your words.

That's the feeling I have as I post today. It's been weeks, and a recurring feeling shows up several times a day. My heart begins to race in anticipation, only to have my hopes shattered, and thrown to a merciless wind that carries them away. Does anyone else get this feeling??

Well, I know my mom does. She once posted about it on her blog as well, here. I hope now that you all, as my good friends and family, are wanting to know what it is that I'm so alone about. And hopefully, because you all love me, you'll want to help me feel like I'm not the only person in the world. Well, what I'm so upset and lonely about, is the fact that I get no..............


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People don't ever stop to give love to my blog!! Often times, I get all worked up anticipating just ONE comment, but alas, there are none. It saddens me beyond understandabilty!

5 comments:

Meagan Rowell said...

FIRST COMMENT!!!! :D

Amber said...

@Meagan Lol! ONLY COMMENT!!

Faye said...

My, my! You can tell when Grandma has been sick and not looking at Granddaughter's blog!! Granddaughter goes into deep dark depression!! :( :)
LOVE YOU!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
LOVE YOU!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
Hope this helps!!!

Amber said...

Aww yes you can tell!! My grandma is my most faithful blog reader and commentee!!:D
And that does help!!! I love you too!!!!!!!:D

A Chocolate Bouquet said...

Here you go, honey! I love you! Hope this starts your day off just right! ♥